SO. WOLFY. What have you been doing?

SLEEPING! That's right, World, I've just about got myself used to a normal sheep schedule! Go to bed 10ish, wake up with the SUN. Holy shit people, have you seen the sun before? It's awesome! It's really pretty! And sometimes there are CLOUDS. And people! More than the people within one mile of my house!

I've been going to town with Brad and Kathie a lot, which has been fun. Been coloring, and WRITING. I haven't landed many commissions lately but I ain't too upset. This gives me time to improve.

Mom's getting a little better, but could you guys that pray just pray for her? Her name is Dianne.

Curt's doing AWESOME. You'd never know he had -spinal- surgery just a couple weeks ago.


I went to see that movie Igor the other day with Brad. It was cute. I was actually kind of impressed. Most folks I know were kinda 'eeeeh' about it like with that Happily Never After film which I never saw but it didn't look that good. Igor's animation wasn't the BEST IN THE WORLD but it was still cute.

Plus the ticket was only six bucks and I got to laugh at blind orphan jokes. </bad>

OKAY EVERYBODY. GO HOME NOW.

WELL. What has Wolfy been up to these past few days? All she's shown us are weird hallucination-filled conversation snippets and a weird story!

With the help of catgirlgoth , I managed to find THE PUBLIC PARK. The park is a magical, happy, and somewhat disgusting place with lots of soft grass, rusty swings, and wooden tree houses covered in graffiti to play on! Yeah, we ran around like a couple of retarded five-year-olds. It was fun though and probably did us both a world of good.

Now as many of you know, ANYTHING with the word 'public' in front of it is bound to have nasty parts to it. Public restroom. Public fountain. Public school. Public pool. ALL OF THEM SIMPLY BRIMMING WITH DISEASE. Anyway, the beloved park was no different. The grounds themselves were fairly kept. The playground part had some garbage though. Abandoned hats, broken plastic watches, 25 cent machine jewelry, all that good stuff.

The crown jewel of the park though were the Ladie's Bathroom. This gets big letters because it is VERY IMPORTANT. There are things one usually learns about public restrooms when it comes to outside establishments-- the beach, the pool, and the park. They are the subject of vandalization and in the case of the Corinth Public Park's bathroom, the stalls had no doors. The stalls. Had no doors.

Kathie is a very good friend. You know you have a good friend when they offer to be your personal door while you sit directly behind them and do a #2. ANYWAY. While I was in there, I noticed that on the floor there were these red spots. They looked like the same color as the walls so we HOPED it was just paint. They looked slightly wet though. It was a humid day. It would be nice to think that it was paint drips rather than somebody period-ing all over the place. A murder would be cooler.

Also in the neighboring stall, a nauseated face had been spray-painted on the inside of the lid. Good times, good times.

SO THEN WHAT DID YOU DO, WOLFY?

Because I don't believe in doing things IN ORDER, I'm gonna tell you about the new fish tank I got for Plasmodious. It's a good deal bigger than his old one and has a filter that WORKS. It's nice and quiet and gives him BUBBLES and all that good stuff.

I also got a hoodie for myself because I'm always cold. It has griffins on it! YAAAAY GRIFFINS. Got a new laundry hamper and a few other things. I may be buying myself a number of new sleep shorts though.

Cousin Brad gave me some books as an early birthday present (It's the 7th but who knows where everybody will be, then). One is a spiritual guide by a guy who was good friends with Mr. Rogers and the other is a devotional journal for womens. They're both very nice! I think this year I just want to have him and Kat over to my house or we could all go out to McDonalds and have a wee little party there and go see a movie or come to my house and watch a movie or play Soul Caliber at his house.

For those of you that do the praying thing? My nephew really needs your prayers. His surgery for his spine is on the 3rd of September. He's going to the doctor tomorrow and then he's going to stay with his mom until its over. I won't see him for a couple weeks. Please pray for him and our whole family. We really need it.

Today my father taught me the mystical trade of USING THE WEEDWACKER. It is a plastic string attached to a motor that destroys everything in its path. It's light and much easier for me to carry than the leafblower. Me and Mr. Weedwacker are going to be friends.

Also, I am filthy and need a shower.

BIG FAT TO-DO LIST:
Contact TLW27 about what illustrations he wants
Finish Rei's picture
Write more David and Casey

WEEEEEEEE INSOMINA!!!four

Aaaauuugghhhhhhh, so what have I been up to these past few days (weeks)?

Did you know spit can get pickle juice off wood? It can! It's magic! It's now! It's SPIT!

Stressors:

-HOUSE JUNK. I'm sure anybody who's talked to me lately has heard me BAAAWWWHHH about this inheritance junk. I'm going to be owning a house that...I'm not going to have any control over? Um. K. Whatever. My uncles are in charge of renting it out to folks. The rent should cover both the tax and the insurance if anybody will actually rent the thing. It won't be a drain on me and I'll get a small profit. This does not make sense to me. It doesn't work like that. KARMA HAS TO COME IN SOMEWHERE, PEOPLE. I'd ask for more information but I hate bothering folks and Uncle James scares me shitless.

They're supposed to call today so that we can go over and get some of the furniture to put in David and Curt's room. It's just hard finding a time where ALL OF US can be available at the same time. Tina is visiting to help load things.

-Old Computer is Old. My computer is finally showing its age. It's picked up several kinds if ITD (like STD's for computers) things that I either can't get rid of or find. It's slowing down and I don't exactly have a bunch of stuff on it. I can't really buy any of the new games that are out. I'm afraid it's going to start to fall apart. it's got some kinda important stuff on it.

I don't think I'd have any trouble affording a new one. I'm just not sure what to get. I wouldn't mind it being able to run SPORE but it's not a must-have. It just seems like a good standard to judge some of the newer games by.

-Scoliosis. My nephew Curtis has been diagnosed with this disorder. I've seen the X-rays and they aren't pretty. I feel horrible for him and David because they were looking for somewhere to live and now THIS comes up. This is going to take months and months to sort out and pay for after the surgery. Those of you who do the praying thing please pray for him and my mother because she has this obsession with making other people's problems her own.
(Sound familiar?)

-Insomnia is back full speed but last night I managed to fight it. Pray for me a little?


Things to go YAY for:

-I've got TWO commissions coming at me now! I'm making a pair of cat ears for a fellow called Menmeth and good old Frank has hit me up for another illustration...once he figures out what he wants. XD I'm patient!

-I have mastered the art of making a grilled cheese sammich WITH THE STOVE. You guys have no idea how freaking tickled I am over this. I can make a grilled cheese ANY TIME I WANT. And put BACON in it. I am awesome. Love me.

-It's no secret that my personal hygenie isn't really up to par. These past few days though, I've been all kinds of on the ball. I have this new banana/coconut milk body wash that smells like sunblock and is thus somewhat...addictive. Whatever works, right? It makes me feel better all over and I can let my hair down out of that bandanna. XD As much as I ENJOY looking like a stoner, I like prittyhairs too.

-Church! Me and Mom have been making little trips on and off to church. She's just never well enough to go and I'm really excited that she's decided to visit my church. I miss it so much. I know you guys are like " WELL IF YOU MISS IT SO MUCH, JUST GO, YOU DUMBASS HEATHEN!!!!!" but it's not that easy. You don't know me OR my house, so shut up.

-I have a new candle to burn! IT SMELLS SO GOOD. It kind of covers up the cat pee smell.

-My Uncle Bill doesn't hate me. This is a plus. Yay for me!

-I've been reading books again! I forgot how much fun it was just to sit down and read what somebody else has already done. It makes a Wolfy happy!

-I've also been WRITING more. I've been working on the second draft of my vampire novel (Fangs 'n Fords - working title) and people who I've shown it to seem to like it so far. I've just now gotten to the fun part.

-Been getting to hang out with Brad a lot more. We've discovered the best pizza place on the face of the earth and we've made a habit of renting from netflix and having mini marathons. I've been neglecting it this past month because I've been dealing with things that make me feel like I've been hit by a truck, but THINGS WILL GET BETTER.

-I got to see WALL*E and it was the cutest freaking thing ever to exist. Ever. The end.


All for now!

...and it's been a while since I first saw you.
It's been a while since I could stand on my own two feet again.
And it's been a while since I could call you.


Some nice people from my church visited today and brought me a New Member's package. It's a tad odd since I joined May of last year, but better late than never! I got a directory with PICTURES, a CD of our choir singing, and a buttload of pamphlets. And they knew who I was! I felt so wanted. Like when I got that hand-written card. When I look at the pictures in the directory and listen to the music on the CD, I remember why I wanted to go there to begin with. I remember why I stayed.

I wanna try to get back into the swing. I'm sleeping TONS better now. I'm getting a little better with dealing with the whole guilt thing. I've been visiting friends more. I've still got things I need to improve on. I need to eat better. I still feel kinda blarch. Showering more would be nice. I just don't have the ENERGY to primp up every day. I've let go the whole deal about mamaw's house. I don't care any more. If we get money for it, we get money for it. If not, it's off our backs anyway.

I'm getting better at staying away from the computer. I'm spending time at town and with people and in the yard. I don't have nearly as many bad dreams about fake chats and confusing RP-related stuff. I'm getting better at just letting go.

My friend Kathie ( catgirlgoth  ) is going in for surgery today and tommorow. She's getting a new defibulator put in her chest. Those of you who pray, pray for her.

Also, a great big CONGRATS to katanisk ! She graduated today! GOOD JOB, KIT! I knew you could! Now just go to collage and don't be a failure like me and drop out one semester in! I love you!

I just want to say thanks to thelonewolf_27  for commissioning me so often and making me feel like a real artist!

I wanna go back to church.

It's been a while since I could say that I wasn't addicted and
it's been a while since I could say I love myself as well.
It's been a while since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do.
And it's been a while, but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with You.