Dear Math,

I may fail, but hear this. I will not cry. I will not withdraw. I will not hang my head and mumble defeat. I will fall screaming from the heavens, like an eagle, spiraling down to earth in a magnificent, unparalleled, BLAZE OF GLORY.

Love,
Wolfy

Dear Guy Who Sits Next To Me In Math and Never Stops Grunting,

Please stop letting out long, trailing grunts and moans in the middle of class. Both of your hands are clearly visable on your desk.

Please scoot your desk away from mine. Please stop leaning halfway into the aisle and stretching obnoxiously, almost smacking me in the face with one of your big hairy gorilla hands every time you do so. This is not your livingroom. Your desk is not an Lay-Z-boy.

Please take your fingers out of your mouth when you talk so that the teacher doesn't have to ask you to repeat your half-conscious mumblings. I would really appreciate it if you didn't keep asking questions on subjects the teacher just finished telling us about. As much as it speeds up the class, the rest of us around you would rather get all the notes we can in a single day. Maybe it would help if you'd wake the fuck up.

I do not like you, Grunting Boy. The teacher doesn't even like you. She has professed this a number of times. Please leave our class since you never bring your notebook, do not pay attention, and are a distraction to my side of the room. You are obviously very unintrested in int. Algebra.

No Love,
Kelly

I WIN THE UNIVERSE




THAT IS ALL.

Tonight, I went on a night drive! It was dark and I wasn't afraid. I went to a drive-through in town and it's been so long since I went after dark that I forgot how pretty all the lights are.

The end of NaNoWriMo that is! It's been a wild month and the end is in sight! I have the best writing partner in the history of the universe katanisk and she has really kept me going! So have the awesome people who have read what I've written and offered encouragement and commentary.

As of right now, I'm at 36,950 words. I'm past my highest score from 07! I'm happy with my story and my characters. For the first time, I feel like I have my ducks in a row. I know what order I want my books to happen in, and what I want to happen in them for the most part.

I recently went through something of a dark patch where I lost a lot of faith in myself. I was sick often and my grades were going downhill fast. I swear I have the best friends in the world. You guys help me so much! I haven't had a headache all day!

Christmas is coming up! I gotta buy stamps so I can send cards to you guys!

I'm going to open a special December deal soon where you can get a two character smoochy bust shot for cheap! I may also sell kisses from my own characters. (IE: Pay (ammount) for a smooch from a character from the list I will put up. Or even a mystery kiss! You won't know who until you get your sketch.) What do you guys think?

Also, check out this explodingly adorable picture someone on FA did for me!
CLICK ME

HAPPY PUMPKIN IS HAPPY! And really really small. It was hard to get my hand in there. I hope you guys are having a good month!

SO. THIS WEEKEND, KATHIE AND I MET SOME FURRIES FROM THE INTERNET OUTER SPACE!


( AND SO... )

Also today the internet was off for most of it SO I SLEPT. I had some pretty epic dreams about Maurice and a phoenix.

My next speech is coming up! I think I'm going to demonstrate how to draw something using construction lines. I'm too cheap to buy transparencies for the overhead projector so I'm just gonna make some ghetto ones out of some of those plastic sheet protectors.

Wish me luck! Also, I might youtube my first speech about Europe. I just have to figure out how to get it off the DVD.

Hey guys! Wandering around the Internets last night, I tripped over something that's been a part of me since I was four or five years old. As some of you know, when I was five years old, my birth-mother passed away. I remember very little about her beyond the way her make up smelled and kind of how she looked. BUT. Part of our genetics are indeed the same because my mom was a NEEEEEERD.

She adored point-and-click adventures like Monkey Island and Legends of Kyrandia, those old DOS games. She never lived to see CD ROM madness, but I'm pretty sure she'd be a WoW addict if she were alive today. What I'm going to show you is one of the scenes from a game I SPECIFICALLY remember her playing. It's also responsible for starting that slight obsession I have with the theme of transformation in my art and stories.

Fast-forward about 2:00 in.

SO TODAY ME AND MY FRIEND AND COUSIN WENT TO TUPELO. We got to see 9 (which was lovely!) and ate McDonalds and went to the book store.

And this happened.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I HAVE MY FIRST MATH TEST TOMORROW. DO NOT WANT.

On the up side, stuff has finally smoothed out. I've gotten my routine down for this semester. I can get where I need to go all over campus. I made a new friend in Speech class so that's cool. I can access all my homework and get mail the way I'm supposed to and all that good stuff.

Now all I gotta do is Do the Do and make good grades.

THE NEW MCDONALDS OPENED UP.
IT IS SO GLORIOUS.
IT HAS TWO ORDERING STATIONS
IT HAS A PLASMA SCREEN TV
And many plastic plants.
;-; such a happy place.

ALSO. katanisk has gotten me hopeleslsy hooked on Firefly. We're on eppisode 7 so NO SPOILERS OR I SWEAR BY MY PRETTY FLORAL BONNET I WILL END YOU.

Ta. <3

I've been mad and close to crying for three or four days. If it wasn't the net cutting out constantly it was not being able to log onto my school's server and get my notes/homework/what have you. Or not being able to use the files that were loaded there. Or burning myself. Or getting sick. Or being too exhausted to hang out with my friends and family I barely get to see.


Everything changed with a nap.


The people came back, changed our ISP, and the net works like a charm.  My friend Rei directed me to a file converter to change my notes into a .doc I can read. Blackboard works again. The ONLY THING resembling a problem is my printer being out of ink. Which I can fix tommorow when I go get ketchup and duct tape.

Today, there were clouds. It was nice and breezy on campus. On the way back to the car though, I smelled it.

Fall's coming.

Hell yes.

I had my first day of Fall Semester 09 today (or yesterday depending on how you view four-am LJ entries. I think I'm going to like my classes this semester. All my teachers seem sane and have nice normal expectancies for us students. It's a bit of a walk but it isn't so bad except when it rains. NO ROOFS. Only one set of stairs to go down though.

I'm still frustrated though. We got our dial up back to hold us until they come fix the net from dropping out. HOWEVER my Blackboard and school email accounts don't work and I kind of HAVE TO HAVE THOSE in order to do the classes. I emailed an admin and they're resetting my Blackboard account. I can't log into my email but it must still exist since I have it set to forward my mail to the account I normally use and I got two emails from teachers sending out hellos and stuff.

I tried so hard to be super prepared this go around AHHH.

I DID. I didn't sleep until well after one PM when I got home. I went to the bank, the post office, the grocery store, the book store, walmart, another bank and FINALLY my house.

I have to go up to the school tomorrow and buy my books since they didn't let me last time. HHHGGHNFFFMMM I go back to school Friday. Boooo.

Eagle One finally showed up and put up four more sections on my tower. It started to rain really really bad so they had to go home. Hopefully they've gotten their act together because they came TWICE in the same week. A NEW RECORD.

>COMMISSION STUFF<
I'm offering a new type of commission called a Doodle Page. It includes one full body shaded picture of your character and then a bunch of loose expression sketches and whatever else covering the rest of the paper. FIFTEEN DORRAH. BUY ONE.

*rolls around* Hhhhhluluggblubuurrrnnn. It's four thirty in the morning and I'm eating chicken. WHAT TO TALK ABOUT.

I went to Tupelo with Ben yesterday and we had a lot of fun wandering around and looking at stuff. I FINALLY found vol. 7 of the Hellsing manga. Also got my paws on vol. 4 of Hellsing Ultimate. I don't have the third but I REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENS. I haven't finished the manga series (up to where they are anyway) so don't spoil it for me. I think nine is the newest.

LOOK AT YOU, WOLFY. YOU DIRTY, DIRTY GIRL. Buying anime! YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF.

But, but self! ;-; It's vampires. And Nazis. IN ONE! AND ONE OF THEM LOOKS LIKE CARMEN SANDIEGO AND IT MAKES ME LAFF.

It's hard not to like a comic where the author draws gag pictures of his main villain in cat ears farting in the back cover.

Been buying some arts. Got some new graphic novels. I WANT TO BUY MY COLLEGE BOOKS AND NEW ID DAMN IT BUT NOOOOOOOOOO I can't do that till like...two or three days BEFORE the rush at best. I just wanna get it over with ;-;

ALSO. LOOKING FOR SOMEBODY TO COMMISSION YOU? LOOKING FOR A SPECIFIC KIND OF ART? Try putting an ad or surfing the ones already up on:

http://www.17cats.com/index.php
It'd also be cool if you donated a buck or two. The whole site's free but cats gotta eat!


...WHY IS EVERYBODY EVER WHO CATCHES UFOS ON CAMERA A REALLY SHITTY CAMERA OPERATOR? SERIOUSLY. BUY A TRIPOD, PEOPLE. IF THE ALIENS CAME DOWN AND LOOKED FOR INTELLIGENT LIFE, THEY WOULDN'T FIND ANY. THEY'D BE ALL LIKE "Sorry Keeikblart12 nobody here knows how to stop having a seizure long enough to respond to us. Let's blow the place up."

WHY AM I NOT ASLEEEEEEP

Yuuhhhzzzz got my paid account back. LIVEJOURNAL. YOUR AD PLACEMENTS INTERFERE WITH YOUR DROP-DOWN MENUS. I missed my icons. SPEAKING OF. Check the new one! AND NEVER SLEEP AGAIN. Got it from nuclearkielbasa  over at teenycom !

What's Wolfy been up to? This and that. Getting ready to go back to school. I've been doing art commissions (THEY'RE STILL WIDE OPEN BY THE WAY. YOU KNOW YOU WANT 'EM) and working on a silly graphical short story. I'm gonna keep myself from publicly posting any of it until it's finished.

Also my personal website has finished its move. All my commission info, some writing, info on me, my furry adventures, and RP crap lives there. You can visit me HERE.

I LOVE YOOOOOU.

TUESDAY I HAD AN ADVENTURE.

I finally got to tick one of the things off my list. I dove to Tupelo (40+ miles to get there) by myself. It might sound like a big WHOOPTIDOO to some folks but for me, it's another step towards indipendance. A few more trips and I should have the confidence to go to Huntsville next May.

I'm shooting to make RCFM 2010! It'll be my first con where I'm pretty much on my own as far as hotel and family and whatnot goes. My friend Kathie will be coming along and we'll be sharing a room. I don't worry so much about the stay as I do the trip up there. It's a strange city to me and I don't want to get lost. It's about two hours from my place.

ANYWAY TUPELO WAS WONDERFUL. We browsed at leisure, rode the merry-go-round for old times sake, had terrible pizza, just had a good time. Next time we'll go places other than the mall. We have no zoo for miles so we treat the PetsMart like a trip to the zoo. It's sad, I know.

Yes ma'ams and sir's I'm gonna do the college thing again this fall! I went to pay off my classes today. Only thing I'm bummed about is that the Summer semester wasn't over just yet so I couldn't buy my books or get my new car sticker yet.

BUT I WILL. I have the dates written down. I go back the 13th of August.

>8I NOW THEN. Let's see if Eagle One will keep their word and get me up and running before then.

ALSO. Who wants to help a wolf out? School times takes a pretty big bite out of my wallet. Anybody interested in some colored $3.00 dollar doodles? You can have up to two characters in a picture. No pr0nz or fetish though. Paypal only!

EXAMPLES:

Had a pretty good day today! We woke up really early to go to Walmart and get a couple things to make chicken and dressing with. I also got a lawn chair to use at David's place. I ALMOST got this little kid share I could barely fit my butt in because it was ten bucks but Tina eventually got me to go five dollars more and get a normal chair. It was a lot more comfortable.

We whipped by Burger King to get some breakfast food and it was fnasty. Naturally XD That store is so gross. The drive-through window is halfway broken and your shoes stick to the floor when yo ugo inside. The hashbrown tot thingies tasted like an ashtray.

Then, Tina, Dad, and I went over to David's to FISH. For once, I actually caught the most fish. They were little tiny brim and crappe but I had more fun reeling them in and taking them off when I wasn't caring how big they were. Robbie, David's new gal, politley wandered down tot he pond's edge and caught three big catfish. Tina got a catfish and dad got a little baby fish like me.

Truthfully, the babies I caught probably added up to Tina's one catfish XD

Yesterday I devoted some time to TOTALLY ORGANIZE my LJ scrapbook. On my journal frontpage, you can find a link to it. It's got photos and some sketches that haven't made it to DA.

I'm also re-working my personal website. I love freewebs because it's got a few tools I like and a shorter, easier to give out URL. Googlepages, however, have no ads, are WAAAY easier to edit on my kind of connection, and with a little know-how, can look about how you want them to. I'm ALSO using it to host my writing. It will be public so there won't be anymore friending foolishness with LJ's stuff. If I decide I have something I want to keep in a closed circle, I will keep it in a google doc and note that emails must be sent in order to see it. I don't plan on posting anything like that though for some time.

It'll be nice to keep almost everything in one pot.